Tuesday, April 17, 2007

What goes around...

I know it's been a long time since I posted, and really, I'm thinking it'll be a long wait for my next post. I haven't been in a blogging frame of mind for the past couple of months. I figure I maybe should explain myself and make my excuses to the few people who still check this page every so often.

Basically, my life's been a bit...blah lately. Blah is maybe not the word. Maybe gray. Or something more angsty. Since everyone who reads this blog pretty much also reads Jon's blog, everyone's probably aware of the breakup. For anyone who isn't...well...yeah, it's true. Things are over, and now we're stuck in that wierd limbo between finding each other's company too painful to tolerate and not wanting to lose EVERYTHING we're built over the last...nearly 4 years. Or at least, I am. I still think it was the right thing to do, but it's sort of surprising how empty life feels sometimes lately.

Anyways, so that's, in a nutshell, what's up with me. And I don't want to blog because Ii'm not sure I'd be able to keep from embarassing myself. I am in a melodramatic mood lately. And burnt out from school on top of everything. And I am proving to the world that I still excell at being a spoiled, whiny child. Congratulations, me!

Enough self deprecation. I am fine essentially. And if I don't blog for a bit...well, it's in everyone's best interests. I'll be back in a few months.